life has been amazing and im seeing everone i love most.
anyways nothing new to post, so theres a small update for you


loving youTime goes by slowlyloving you
As I stand beside you I want each moment to last I want to be with you
You say we cant be together Our age being so distant But our past so the same You know well last.
You tell to give up To stop my heart from beating faster All I want is for you to hold me in your arms And tell me youll love me forever
So I will wait for you I cant stop these feelings I want you more Then to be with any other.


what now?friend or foewhat now?
friend or foe you should tell me now so I can know
we walk our seperate paths
it seems those fun times we've have come to pass and now we look the other way regardless or the words we need to say
we used to talk everyday from February to the beginning of May the bond we shared was extremely strong now it's depleted and completely gone
friend or foe
friend or foe I guess the answer is something I already know


Shamewalking in the rain hoping no one sees my secret shame and yet you stand right by my side not even daring to look me in the eyeShame
i see your dissapointment
i see it in your face and yet you wont let me run away from this dreary place
But when i look at you you no longer see a friend
that's what you should see
No matter what you wont let me go all because of that promise you made long ago but you should know i'll miss you if you go
You try to make me smile that smile i made only for you but i do not smile for


The Memory RemainsHeavy rings hold cigarettes, Up to lips that time forgets. The friendship once loved, now in vain But the memory remains.The Memory Remains
Like twisted vines that grow, Hide and swallow mansions whole, In light I can see who you really are, Now it's not that hard.
Ash to ash, Dust to dust. Cut in half, turn to rust. I see you happy, I see you mad. Cry forever, I don't feel bad.
Get away, don't tell your lies. Stop your reasoned alibis. You have nothing more for me, I need the end to set me free.
Mirrors and pictures painted black,


To be with youI would give you anything just to see your face,To be with you
I could only wish for you to love me as much as I fondly do, But I have to stop and keep my heart at pace,
Because I no well that someone as perfect as you, Would never in a lifetime love me this I know is true,
Im just the shadow who wishes to be at your side, When I see you look my way I wonder if you see me or do you just look through, As I stand in the darkness of my thoughts trying to hide, My heart throbs for the one I hold close to my heart, Staying in the fear of my deep thoughts, Constantly terrified if we were togeth
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~Lauren~
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To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.
*William Blake*
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~Lauren~
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